Why do I always let people get to me? I try my absolute hardest not to, but I am never successful. I don't let people think they're getting in my head, and I joke around and play everything off, but all the little things you "joke" about..? They hurt. And they hurt a lot. And they hurt me over and over again because I constantly over think everything. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I am also sick of hurting people I care about. I try my hardest not to but even when I try not to, people still get hurt. It's like I'm a walking grenade. Any time someone touches me, they get hurt.
I don't even know if and of this makes sense. It probably doesn't.
I'm just sorry.
Tell them? They may not realise if you don't let them know. If you're joking around with them, they probably think it's okay.
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