avoid the topics

So there's this boy, and I have a crush on him. He's a year younger than me. And I used to hate him, very much. But this year we became friends and I realized how much of a fantastic kid he is. I keep trying to hint to him that I like him, but I wont say it straight out because I'm too shy with that sort of thing. Rhiannon said she has a feeling he might possibly like me, too, but I'm pretty sure he wouldn't. No one ever likes me. But gah, I hate crushes, haha! Yet I love them, at the same time.

So anyway. Sorry for the lack of posting. Our internet is still playing up, and my laptop is pretty much deceased, and I've been using my brother's for awhile but I don't have all my little favourites up the top so I keep forgetting about all my websites that I used to frequent. I wish more people read my blog :o. This is such a boring post, I'm sorry, but I just thought I should update, considering it's been so long since I last did!
I actually might copy and paste what I just wrote on my tumblr because it's something that's important to me.

The thing in my life that I feel most strongly about, is the welfare of others. I spend pretty much all of my life trying to make other people happy. I cannot stand it when someone treats another person is inequal. I can’t stand it when someone feels like they’re not good enough. I can’t stand it when people can’t see anything but flaws in themself. I can’t stand it when people aren’t happy. I can’t stand it when people think they’re better than someone else. I can’t stand it when people show complete disrespect for another person’s feelings. I can’t stand it when people hurt animals for fun. I can’t stand it when people can’t see beauty in themselves.I am a contradiction, though. I can’t see anything good in myself, a majority of the time. But when I’m helping other people, I can see the reason I was put on this earth. I was put here, I believe, to try to help everyone. To be a friend for everyone. To be a shoulder to cry on. I am all for human rights. I don’t care where you come from. I don’t care what colour your skin is. I don’t care what your religion is. I don’t care if you’re straight or if you’re gay. I don’t care if you’re overweight, or underweight. I don’t care if you have blonde hair or black hair. I don’t care if you’re rich or poor. I don’t care if you were adopted, or were a “test tube baby”. I don’t care if you drink or do drugs. I don’t care if you’re a boy or a girl. I don’t care if you like cats, or dogs better. All I care about, is the person you are on the inside. Every person on this earth is beautiful, in their own unique way. Everyone is different. Everyone though, has feelings. And I believe that I am on this earth to help them when they aren’t feeling anywhere near 100%.So if you’re reading this…whether you’re following me or not…I promise to always be here for you, if you need help with something. I can keep a secret. If you need to get something off your chest, I am here. If you need someone to tell your secrets to, I am here. If you’re lonely, I am here. If you’re scared, I am here. If you’re happy, I am here. If you just brought a new shirt, I am here. If you ever just want to talk, I am here. Whatever you need, I vow to always be here for you. Just write in my ask box. Or message me on mysace (www.myspace.com/laura_louie). It doesn’t matter how you contact me. But I will always be here to talk to you, or to listen. And I love you