avoid the topics

One of the things in the whole world that annoys me the most, would have to be when people - who don't make time to talk to you, generally - text you, saying "hey bub, can you please spare me a buck credit?". No. I fucking can not spare you a dollar credit. You don't make the effort to talk to me. I never hear from you, unless you want something from me. It annoys me a whole lot more when it's someone I used to be really close to. Someone that was one of my favourite people. If you're just gonna use me for material things, then you're not worth my time, to be honest. I always make an effort, and go out of my way, to talk to people. Heck, I always feel like I'm annoying people, with how often I talk to them. But I want them to know that I like them! That I want to be their friend. I don't just talk to them only when I want something. It's so frustrating to have that happen to me. I don't deserve it. I don't do it to you, do I!?

So lately I've been having a lot of anxiety attacks, again. Generally I just try to ignore it, but sometimes...scratch that, a lot of the time, I let it get to me, and bail. But atleast I try first. :). That's what counts, right!? I have beauty tomorrow. I haven't been in like...2 months. I miss Amanda! But my nails at the moment are ruined, so I'm not going to be able to do anything tomorrow.

I need to lose weight. I'm getting toward the top of the healthy weight part on wii fit, so I want to get back to a good spot, rather than close to "becoming overweight". I will lose it. I need to make myself do it. I'm not happy about my weight...but I love food, and am too lazy to do that much about it. I love wii fit, though. I got so close to my goal weight, then I stopped and got to the fattest I've ever been.

Anyway. This is a shit post, so I leave you with a photo of me and Rhiannon in photography/study this morning.

We are obviously babes.
Even if I do have a triangular tongue, and she has a mooshed up face.